IT’s like everybody hears but nobody’s listening
quoting misogynist cunts cos like, everybody hears but nobodys listening
And I’m just a no body no body no body
why is it that nobody gives a shit if you’re depressed only that you want to die, like everybody wants to get in your way if you want to die but nobody gives a fuck what got you there? Seems to me, if y’all lazy assed ignorant people bothered yourself to give a shit in general I might never have found myself in this situation or at least find myself in the company of people who give a flying fuck about my well-being. I’m on the up for those that are interested, just fuckign angry about the lack of shit that was given! Like no-one cares unless I’m keen to end my life and then that’s all anyone cares about, fucks me off royally. And when I try to speak out they don’t want to hear (I have a new doctor who has all the time in the world for me but still wont fucking LISTEN!”) 30 fucking years old and still treat like a fucking ‘problem child’ (a phrase only developed after I became an ‘adult’) How long before the reality I see, stops being a massive illusion that we all enjoy but the active subjugation of the human race? Why do I STILL feel mentally ’ill’ talking about this? Why am I marginalised as a nutter? This isn’t right, we demand better treatment of cats and dogs ffs! Never mind, I’m just another old nutter howling at the moon, you can forget me in the morning. Don’t let shills tell you “violence isn’t the answer” it wont get us anywhere significant but there will be violence (the state excels in that if nothing else) there will be blood but this revolution will be won in hearts and minds or not at all.
what are people even doing with themselves all day that bleeding isn’t a natural consequence?
How often do you overlook the words ”maybe I am racist tho” before it becomes not a “I’m not paying attention” issue and subsequently either a deliberate FUCK YOU! (which I could deal with) or a lazy, I’m white so I can’t be bothered with the issue? I feel like i’m being the dickhhead but since I have no-one but ‘the worldwideweb’ to tell it to “fuckit”
I’m raging on all kinda things and not one body will stand with me and it hurts, frankly
I know were all supposed to be double strong all the time, And maybe I’m being daft and I’m the only person to feel this way ever ( iknow I’m not) but I doubt it. 7 bn people, some fucker must be at the same loose end. All the world has told you to fuck off, even those who you thought gave a shit! Tell ‘em go and fuck themselves, your existence as a person is important if only to you and if they don’t like it, they can fuck right off. Our lives, ultimately are shorter than we think, for some it’s a blessing but for most it’s taken away before they even get a chance to miss ya. The story ends thus, there are two kinds of people, those who give a shit and those who don’t. Those that don’t will try and lul you in like it’s the opportunity of a lifetime but it never is. And those that do you probably already know. The way to find out is to do something ‘mad’ and get stuck in to it, if you don’t find out who matters, you’ll at least find out what matters Fx
THE DOG’S SINS PART ONE
